I was all like WTF?.

Man I am an awesome procrastiantor, I have been meaning to update and kept putting it off. But I'm here now boys and girls, so let me tell you my plans. I am off this weekend to the land of the potato (PEI, I love stereotypes what can I do.) I want to go to Rainbow Valley one last time before they close it down. Its one of those childhood amusement parks that every year you go and you can see it is more run down and crappy everytime but you just love it too much to care. Aside from that I will probly just sit on the deck and watch the sunset and rise for two days. I really find it so relaxing there to just watch the horizon and not think at all. In unrelated news, Does anyone else have a black friend who as long as you don't cross the N-line you can pretty much say anything you want no matter how offensive it is (cause I do). I asked him today how hard it was to play hide and go seek as a kid. He just smiled and said "it would have been harder if they closed there eyes man".

Bass fishing on T.V.

Man I am clearly one lazy bitch, proven by the fact that I haven't updated in over a week. I apoligize for that and would like to give you some reason that would explain why it took so long to update, but I got nothing. There's not much that is new in my life, so I haven't even got a lot to talk about. There has been one thing on my mind lately more so than ever, it is of course my utter inability to speak to girls. It's not so much that I can't converse with them it's just that if I have any sort of feelings for them I won't say that I do out of fear for them telling me to get lost or something. I have had girls come up to me in bars and kiss methese are girls I do not know and I am too shy to do anything more than just watch them walk away. I really wish I could get over this stupid problem of mine.

I am most definetly done with this crap.

Well my wonderful workplace has done it again, they have once again screwed me. With school coming up I put in a request to make an adjustment to my hours. I requested to go from 5 days a week working 8 hour shifts, to 6 days a week with two 6 hours, one 4 hour and three 8 hours. I waited for a few days and finally on friday I found my request had been turned down because of the way my contract reads. In the contract it says I can work either five 8 hour shifts or four 10 hour shifts. The contract however also says that the management decides the number of employees and hours in each shift, and that if an employee is working a shift that is less than eight and more than four hours he gets one 20 minute break. So I made this argument to my boss and he said that he didn't want to start a flood of requests like that. While it is a reasonable point it doesn't make sense in the long run, my shift is the only one that you could work 6 days a week on and no one else is going to want to do this sort of thing. More annoying is the fact that the reason I chose the schedule change was to be able to still get my work done and have time to do my homework for school. So as I was arguing with my boss he suggested that I could go back to part time and do my job and I looked at him and said so your telling me you want me to work the same job for 2 bucks less an hour with no benefits or vacation or sick time. So as soon as I can find a job that I can work I'm outta there and I'm training my replacement completely wrong. Well thats my story for now.